7th June 2008: A call
Is this Mr. Ashok Verma?
Ok.
Sir, your joining date is July 03, 2008.
The 'confusiasm' had hit me hard. Now what!!! Do I go ahead or do I look for some other opportunities. Will this fit in correctly in my Life's puzzle? Or can I still come out winner 2 years down the line? But there were some hidden factors which had made me show up on 3rd July and engulfed me into wat I call 'The Big Mess'.
'The Big Mess' which has made me realize what I have done with my life.
'The Big Mess' which has left me in a maze.
'The Big Mess' which has left me stranded once again coz...
8 months old in the industry here I am sitting absolutely idle, bit more confused, bit more frustrated n a bit less confident. Hope u have seen the only 'less' above. Ya a bit less confident. "Life teaches you lessons" that I knew, but 'How' it does that, I came to know in last 8 months. Whenever you feel that this is it, you have seen it all; life comes up with one new way to screw you up everytime.
It seems there is no point staying here but still I continue.
It looks as if this is the dead end but still I keep on pushing.
They say “Hit the iron when it’s hot”. Same way I feel its now or never something has to change but still I keep on waiting for the right time. And the 'confusiasm' continues...
But that’s life!!!!
Through this 'confusious' time, there are few friends of mine which keep on lending me a helping hand. Here goes the best one .
“Whenever you fall try to land on your back, because if you can look up, you can get up!!!”
Hope I keep on landing on back and keep on coming back stronger :p.
